I feel down and sick. Turned off by this garbage, this shit.
I'm on drugs again. Gotta clean away the guilt and shame.
You think I don't try at all. I freak out when you're making
me feel dumb. It's no fun. I don't get it.
This sucks. No love. I feel cheep. So weak.
Take away everything. I remember what to say when you lie.
You lied about me. It's okay. It doesn't mean a thing. Not to me.
I get high again. I get turned on when I'm covered in spit.
Soaking up all the fists. Left by myself. I think on it. Let it go.
Watch it die. Do what makes you feel alright. No fun.
It's a mess I've been dealing with.
I feel fine like this. Why do I feel bad? You say nothing back.
Sad... it's sad.
You're to blame for the time you took from me. Lift the curse
you put on everything. I'm levitating. This is all a dream.
from No Love
released April 20, 2016
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