All the time, you're looking for help. It looks like you
got someone else. What am I to you? Someone to
keep you company? Don't waste my time if your eyes
ain't on me. I care for you more than I should. Forget me
if it's what you want. I'll be gone again. Then you start
missing me. It's not over yet. It never is. It's not over yet.
Black out. I had to much to think. What did you expect? I feel
so goddamn lonely. I'm making time for me. Even if it hurts.
Find someone who wants me like the way I want you.
I look back on everything and all the situations where
I couldn't make the right decisions. I think I took you
for granted. Stupid me. Now you're free. You'll go out
and look for something special. Something that reminds
you what it's like to do what you please. When it's all
said and done, you run to me. It's easy.
It hit you so bad, you break down. You confess it all
and rip my heart. Home was me and you. Home, me, you.
I tell you all the time how much I need you. A lifetime of
nothing but pain. Hurts to know I've been shamed.
Flower pedals lead you to me. You break my heart.
It hits this is you. This is youuuuuu.
from No Love
released April 20, 2016
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